Make me clean again

**A song I wrote...many years ago...doesn't describe me now...but I've been there...there's hope**

I'm so tired of the same old fight
Despising myself
Cold and empty, I know I need help
Asking never happens
Feelings keep getting stronger
All I can say is...I give up

So here I am, admitting I'm empty, admitting I'm broken
Would you please take me and make me clean again...just make me clean again

The filth that is my life
I can't stand it any more
But all my attempts to try, only make it worse
The answer has to be something outside myself
If only there was someone, someone who could help

And all I need is for you to make me clean again
Make me clean again

Oh, I know that once I'm clean I will only dirty myself up, dirty myself up again and again, but when I look into your eyes I see something there that just won't give up...on...me.